I realized today that I tried to take control of my situation and I actually do not have any control over it whatsoever. Tomorrow, I find out about my job and hopefully some more clarity on the whole loan issue. I feel like I have been unusually calm throughout this typically stressful venture. Do not take that as I have not had my fair share of freak outs because I have def. had moments of breathlessness.
I have prayed for peace and wisdom and to see clarity through this entire situation and have felt like the Lord answered those prayers, but today I feel like I stepped backwards.
Isaiah 26:12 "LORD, you establish peace for us; all that we have accomplished you have done for us."
I always loved chapels that ended with this benediction...
the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you;
the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace
Tomorrow...I will be better.
Love you and am praying for peace with you.
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